so i was all set to be convinced to hate you, and then it happened. the most beautiful conversation in the world. ok. it went something like this
george: hey mia, what couldn't you tell me when tristan was there?
me: that i gave my blades to euan
george: i know i saw the pictures
me: oh
george: you can talk to me if you want
me: i know but i get scared of you because you're really popular and smart and pretty and i'm not.
george: i'm not popular, i text two people. that's it.
me: i can't really say anything
george: i think of you as the same level as me, really.
me: no lol
george: rly
*this continued for a while until the conversation ended with 'you're one of my best friends' and me skipping away and stuff*
and i've been hanging around with you since then because no katie and thanks for cheering me up on tuesday when katie was there and awh george sorry for getting attached to you, but you like me at the moment so it's fine and after you stop liking me, i'm hoping starla and katie and kerry will be like 'omg so george is a cunt he's the driva of da cunt train' and i'll be like 'haha oh' and then i'll be sad because i'll really like you and i'll have no-one to talk to about how much i miss you so the cutting will get worse. actually, i don't want that to happen. i don't want you to get bored of me, and i want to think of you as a normal friend, which i almost do, although i still think you're better than me, but yeah, i want to think of you as normal again.
also, i'm fairly certain i can link all of my problems back to PE, mainly me not being able to join in PE because i'm fat and i don't want people to touch me in case they realise that i'm fat, yep.
okay goodbye i've decided that this blog is for stuff which i can't talk to anyone about, because it'll upset them. i could talk to them, but i'm doing this thing where i don't complain about things which i've got not being good enough; e.g 'ohmygod katie my collarbones are so weird' because other people don't have these things. expect a ton of posts about my weight, cutting, george, being worried about starla, mia, katie and kerry, and all that jazz. also, obviously, tumblr&twitter. i will be ending every post with the amount of followers&posts i have on both websites, so ciao.
george: hey mia, what couldn't you tell me when tristan was there?
me: that i gave my blades to euan
george: i know i saw the pictures
me: oh
george: you can talk to me if you want
me: i know but i get scared of you because you're really popular and smart and pretty and i'm not.
george: i'm not popular, i text two people. that's it.
me: i can't really say anything
george: i think of you as the same level as me, really.
me: no lol
george: rly
*this continued for a while until the conversation ended with 'you're one of my best friends' and me skipping away and stuff*
and i've been hanging around with you since then because no katie and thanks for cheering me up on tuesday when katie was there and awh george sorry for getting attached to you, but you like me at the moment so it's fine and after you stop liking me, i'm hoping starla and katie and kerry will be like 'omg so george is a cunt he's the driva of da cunt train' and i'll be like 'haha oh' and then i'll be sad because i'll really like you and i'll have no-one to talk to about how much i miss you so the cutting will get worse. actually, i don't want that to happen. i don't want you to get bored of me, and i want to think of you as a normal friend, which i almost do, although i still think you're better than me, but yeah, i want to think of you as normal again.
also, i'm fairly certain i can link all of my problems back to PE, mainly me not being able to join in PE because i'm fat and i don't want people to touch me in case they realise that i'm fat, yep.
okay goodbye i've decided that this blog is for stuff which i can't talk to anyone about, because it'll upset them. i could talk to them, but i'm doing this thing where i don't complain about things which i've got not being good enough; e.g 'ohmygod katie my collarbones are so weird' because other people don't have these things. expect a ton of posts about my weight, cutting, george, being worried about starla, mia, katie and kerry, and all that jazz. also, obviously, tumblr&twitter. i will be ending every post with the amount of followers&posts i have on both websites, so ciao.
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